My life a dichotomy
My name is Lindokuhle Bhembe and if this was a support group I would confess that I am a certified hider. I have been hiding and running away from social media and away from the eyes of people my whole life. But Ta-da! Like Moses in the Bible God said go back to the place you are running away from. You may not really care but the truth is I quit social media in 2016, my final year of university. I was running from the pressures of fitting in and feeling like my life is not moving. Now reflecting I believe it was a divine strategy from God.
Well this is basically where will literally explore my daily happenings and struggles and what God says about them. You see brothers and sisters. This walk with God is not an easy journey. You see my life is a dichotomy? why a dichotomy (not that you are asking). But I will share with you anyway.On the one hand I am hopeless romantic on the other hand I am a 20-something year old almost gripping onto the freedom that comes with singleness. On one hand I love #childfree on the other hand when I see a mommy and daughter duo my heart melts. On the one hand I wish the hip-hop artist that I like was saved on the other hand I understand to honour God with what comes out of our tongue.On one hand I absolutely love a panama-hat I like to look like I am in the band with Pastor Travis Greene. And if it was by me I would have played the keyboard/ church organ or been the girl on drums and tour the world. So instead I like to draw fashion inspo from them (gosh so cool). And on the other hand social media says out yourself and package yourself into a perfect little image. But God says be yourself. And I am just a barefoot walking_socially awkward weirdo. I feel like curling up during holiday seasons I just need the Grace of God each December yet I somehow I love the concept of vlogging and speaking to strangers about your daily life. (which I still think Peter and the other brothers are quite amazed by when they look at us from heaven). I love Nollywood films( or maybe certain actresses and actors lol) …just putting it out there. And on the other side of the dichotomy is to remind myself to stay in my lane. I am born right between millennial and Gen-Z and sometimes the struggle is where do I fit in and who do I identify with…its a lot.
But you see God has something and offers something in His Word about all of this…so there is it… lets see what God may have to say about our dichotomies…in Jesus Christ Mighty Name. The only thing we are serious about at Coffee Table Evangelism is God